Sunday, March 1, 2009

Today

What have i learned today?

This is my fellow asked me :)

Well, i've learned that i am nothing without the Lord.

This bottle of milk i am drinking will soon be empty because meat are coming.

The end of this baby is coming so quickly.

I need to be ready.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Private and Public Moments

Always been a dream to be with the man the Lord planned for me to have and to love and to be a part of my life today, tomorrow and the next years and more to come.

I am a happy soul because of the grace and faithfulness of my God.

I am more than blessed to have Michael in my life.

This is our moment. And i would like to share it with you.





Private and Public Moments

Always been a dream to be with the man the Lord planned for me to have and to love and to be a part of my life today, tomorrow and the next years and more to come.

I am a happy soul because of the grace and faithfulness of my God.

I am more than blessed to have Michael in my life.

This is our moment. And i would like to share it with you.





This Started the Journey Of Our Love

January 23, 2009 has always been precious to us. After months of friendship and secret love (which we didn't tell to each other until we've met in person), Michael's here FINALLY.

My hands were wet and im trembling all over. I couldn't hide it from my parents who was with me when Michael arrived.

I am super excited and super nervous.

At the airport, i told mom to stay in the car 'coz i would like to welcome Michael myself first hehe. I would love to see him first hehehe.

10:30 pm is the expected arrival. I have been there at the airport entrance/exit corner looking at the television and the schedule of planes arrival. I have seen his plane. And it took almost 2 hours waiting for him to show up...it's a big plane so i never expect lotsa people going out.

OK i am expecting a KANO down that airport isle. And there's so many KANOs that day. It gave me headache and my eyes went tired looking.

It's so shameful to welcome every KANO there haha. They have similarities not to mention their skin color hehe. BUt whenever i saw someone who looks like Michael, thought it's him. haha

But i finally set my eyes on those sets of eyes. That's the only thing i thought was unique of him. His eyes that the first time i saw, amazes me. The same eyes i've seen in my dreams a long long long time ago. It's his.

I realized and learned that those who are ours will always be ours no matter the situation is and no matter how hard it is to tell. Our heart will lead us to them. Our heart knew who is who.

We shared a fast hug and then walk outside, lead him to the car awaiting for us. He said hi to my parents very politely and i am glad for that.

Ofcourse at first i am so shy and he seems so shy too.

I sit beside him at the back of the van we rented and i feel comforted. He gave me plastic full of chocolates haha...i have requested for it and yipppee...he brought me some. Sweet!

While travelling, he opened his bag and gave me some of the things he bought for me like girly shirt that fits me well. Thankful he knew my size haha.

And again while travelling we couldn't stopped staring at each other. We're so happy. God answered our prayers. Praise be to God.

Along Bulacan, we stopped at a 24hours car stop shop. We saw an open Jollibee foodhouse. He's so excited 'coz i always mentioned about Jollibee during our chat days haha. He likes it though i know that in the US there are foodhouses like Jollibee that serves better meal hehe.

What happened next? Uhm...secret...read more and be a witness of our friendship-to-love journey.

God bless you abundantly!

This Started the Journey Of Our Love

January 23, 2009 has always been precious to us. After months of friendship and secret love (which we didn't tell to each other until we've met in person), Michael's here FINALLY.

My hands were wet and im trembling all over. I couldn't hide it from my parents who was with me when Michael arrived.

I am super excited and super nervous.

At the airport, i told mom to stay in the car 'coz i would like to welcome Michael myself first hehe. I would love to see him first hehehe.

10:30 pm is the expected arrival. I have been there at the airport entrance/exit corner looking at the television and the schedule of planes arrival. I have seen his plane. And it took almost 2 hours waiting for him to show up...it's a big plane so i never expect lotsa people going out.

OK i am expecting a KANO down that airport isle. And there's so many KANOs that day. It gave me headache and my eyes went tired looking.

It's so shameful to welcome every KANO there haha. They have similarities not to mention their skin color hehe. BUt whenever i saw someone who looks like Michael, thought it's him. haha

But i finally set my eyes on those sets of eyes. That's the only thing i thought was unique of him. His eyes that the first time i saw, amazes me. The same eyes i've seen in my dreams a long long long time ago. It's his.

I realized and learned that those who are ours will always be ours no matter the situation is and no matter how hard it is to tell. Our heart will lead us to them. Our heart knew who is who.

We shared a fast hug and then walk outside, lead him to the car awaiting for us. He said hi to my parents very politely and i am glad for that.

Ofcourse at first i am so shy and he seems so shy too.

I sit beside him at the back of the van we rented and i feel comforted. He gave me plastic full of chocolates haha...i have requested for it and yipppee...he brought me some. Sweet!

While travelling, he opened his bag and gave me some of the things he bought for me like girly shirt that fits me well. Thankful he knew my size haha.

And again while travelling we couldn't stopped staring at each other. We're so happy. God answered our prayers. Praise be to God.

Along Bulacan, we stopped at a 24hours car stop shop. We saw an open Jollibee foodhouse. He's so excited 'coz i always mentioned about Jollibee during our chat days haha. He likes it though i know that in the US there are foodhouses like Jollibee that serves better meal hehe.

What happened next? Uhm...secret...read more and be a witness of our friendship-to-love journey.

God bless you abundantly!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Breaking my Fall

Breaking My Fall
Jeremy Camp

So easily I fall, so easily you reach your hand out
So quickly will I drown, in all the pools of all my reason
So easily will I fear, so easily will your peace surpass me
So quickly will I trust, in anything I think is worthy

How many times you make the waves calm down
So I won't be afraid now
I say you're breaking my, breaking my fall
What am I suppose to do

How precious are your thoughts
The way that you think about me
How faithful are your ways
I always feel you grace abounding
How quickly will I call
How quickly will you answer my cry
How carefully will you bring everything I need in my life

How many times you make the waves calm down
So I won't be afraid now
I say you're breaking my, breaking my fall
What am I suppose to do

This narrow road I'm walking,
This world will I try to draw
Your work will help me fight it
With you I'll face it all

I say you're breaking my, breaking my fall
What am I suppose to do

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Please

Please i wanna learn!!!

The pain of being ignorant of Him made me unworthy after all these years.

Let me deserve His love. I would like to be loved and appreciated.

I am still a milk desiring for meat.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Jealous

Synonyms of the word jealous are: anxious, resentful, possessive, demanding, and begrudging. Antonyms are: satisfied, confident, trusting, content, and unresentful. Ask the Lord to reveal friends or situations in your life that you feel jealous (anxious, resentful) of. Confess these to the Lord and ask Him to replace those emotions and thoughts with satisfaction, trust and contentment.


Reflections:

Am I jealous of friends or family members?

Do I trust the Lord to satisfy my needs? If not, why?

Power Verses:

I Corinthians 3:3, "You are still worldly. For since there is jealousy and quarreling among you, are you not worldly? Are you not acting like mere men?" (NIV)

Philippians 4:12, "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." (NIV)

Proverbs 27:20, "Death and Destruction are never satisfied, and neither are the eyes of man." (NIV)


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Wonders

i don't have riches but i feel complete,
i do have worries but i feel at peace...
i do have fears but i feel so calm,
how could this possibly be?

i do have needs but i don't feel empty,
i face certain problems but i feel happy
my future is unclear but i feel secure...
what oddness can make me feel this way?

when i surrender, you gave me victory
when i gave what i have, you made me rich.
when i humble, you lift me up.
the mystery, how will i comprehend?

your wonder possesses me...
and you're the only one i want to see!
the only thing that burns inside of me
is the passion to love you more...

you made me weak... so weak without you,
and i won't go without you beside me...
Lord, you have truly captured me!
in to your presence alone my soul can rest!

Friday, January 2, 2009

This is the milk's favorite songs last year:

- God is great
- Awesome God
- To God be the Glory
- Everyday
- keep Falling in love
- my redeemer lives
- hosanna
- bring me to life
- the journey
- love of a lifetime
- love
- only words

why i am writing this?

Simply because i am growing in love with more Christian music than wordly songs.

The difference God made in my life.