Draw a Sin

Ok i don't know why the title's like that but i am sure of one thing...I AM A SINNER.

I just painted in my imagination things that linked me to reality and sin. Confuse? Sureness i know hehe. Because i am also confused.

I don't know what to do or what to say but i would like to confess my sins.

I see myself naked and unworthy. I paint that scene in gray and red. I draw a line that separate me and God...SIN. And then i shade the feeling of being left behind in blue. Running down the road i scratched the streets in faded green. And then i sleep empty from within...oh sin.

Lord, i wanna be delivered. 

I remembered my first love. I remembered God's purpose for me. Oh no im going to a different way. Judging myself, tears fell. Oh it's my fault, who else to blame? And now my soul's hungry to go back to God's embrace and loving care.

Lord, help me make it through this rain of suffering.

Lord, help me make up and lead me back to You.

Lord, give me strength to say no to sin and YES to You.

Lord, suffer me not but let me pursue deep love for you.

Lord, i need you more now.

Lord, set me free from this bondage.

Let me overcome this things and turn to You in humbleness of the heart.

Lord, create in me a clean heart, a clean hand and take not Thy Holy Spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of Your salvation. Cast me now away from Your presence o God and renew a right spirit within me.

I draw my sin and God i know will blot it out and remember no more in His faithfulness, grace, righteousness and love.

Commitment

God makes all things beautiful in His time...yes,IN HIS TIME...not our time. Clear eh.

When you keep on focusing on having a faith-filled, grace-filled, love-filled life you won't go wrong because it's always the right thing to do and to believe in. Leave the past behind. Forget the pain and the people who cause it. But always be thankful that the past made you stronger...strong in the Lord.

I commit myself to being healed and delivered from the past. I commit my life to Jesus. I commit myself to doing what God wants me to do...to forgive those people who hurt me. Looking up...Moving forward...Face the battle. God is with me all the way and this my soul knows very well.

Praise the Lord Most High!