Thursday, November 27, 2008

When God Made You


Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why

Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

Bridge
He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus
He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
I've been praying He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

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love this song so much, perfect for couples =D

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Broken or Not?

I finally came to the end of my rope.. this time i was finally shaken to decide. I guess the answer was upon in my hands, wether i will grip or i will lose my tight. I have asked God for answer for 2 years now, trying to make His hand move and make instant changes in my life. For 2 years i've been giving God question of "why?", i had believed that i need to open my senses to clearly see His answer on a way i want Him to answer me.

Days walk on, my life passed me by still gripping tight with this rope that has been actually tied me up. I prayed to God of what is His will, not knowing that it was I who wants my will to be done. I only want to hear what is lovely in my ears, I only want to do things that are pleasing with eyes, and i only love to follow what is easy for me... Until this rope (my desire) choke me up, i cried hard to God "please help me be released!" so i looked for signs that will help me be released but still my hands are glued with my rope! God didn't move, He didn't even say a thing.. i felt unloved, cast out and forgotten. But i know wherever i go i will always end up with his lap, asking him too many questions that little children do. "God im confused" i said.

It bring me tears when i heard Him speaks "let it go, my child". It cuts deep through my heart. His word seems slash me a thousand times, it paralyzed me.. I feel like the whole world crushed infront of me. I tried to resist His word many times, but the more i move gripping this tight the more it brings me pain and confusion. I sigh deep, seeing iam reaching the end of my rope.

My heart was crying seeing it has an end, i feel sad "am i a failure?" I sob and fall down, teary eyes i questioned God once more "why did you allowed me to pick up this thing and then you'll tell me to drop this out?" My heart is breaking as i slightly open my hands, my sight starts to gloom as i saw the rope falling down from my palm. It hurts me but i know it hurts Him more.

I love my rope that i rather be deaf and weary but i love you God more than my rope that i will prefer leave my dreams behind. Broken hearted i will face my tommorow but filled with hopes. You said to know you will is "do the nearest thing first, do what i can do and what i know to be correct, right now. Then you will show me what to do next." Humbly i will follow you, i leave to your hand the rope i dearly love... The very best thing i can do as of now is to follow, to trust and to believe... "you are a God and there's nothing you desire for me but to bless me" God it is in your hand, whatever you want to do to that rope it is in your care, all you just want is to see me follow you. Now, my rope is upon your will...it is either you give me new ones or give it back to me with an endless lenght...

I dearly thank you! :D