But guess what? God shows mercy and is comforting me in that box. He feeds me and gives my every need.
Sometimes, im thinking that i am not meant to just stay home and be alone. I need to go out. To get some fresh air. To move my muscles well. To work.
Two days ago, i saw an interesting thing in the local newspaper about earning using the internet. I wonder, it is using the internet or the internet using you? Uhm...not sure. Maybe depends on motivation. According to that article, you start blogging and make it a payBlog...something like that. But oh, i thought about this Blog and my intention of being here. This is a blog to share my life and most of it are faith experiences and the love of God. In other words, it's sharing the Word of God that is in my heart. And His Word is NOT FOR SALE. I want salvation and this cannot be paid by money.
You might say, oh she's prideful. Because i can also use this to earn. How? Why do some authors, sell the Word of God? Ok, they got some revelation from the Lord, write it down, make a book, and ready to sell online or in the market. The proceeds will go to them and the publisher...and maybe for the Kingdom. I don't have anything against that because i am reading their books.
I had books i am reading that also added knowledge to me. My husband saw those books...and say, "we have 7 days, most of it you used in reading other authored-experienced books. Isn't the Word of God enough to satisfy your longing, hungry, thirsty soul?"
So im in the box..what should i do? A friend told me, "trust in the Lord, follow Him, read His Word, be happy, don't complain, wait!"
I look at myself in the box again...and thinking, why i thought of me that way? My life isn't in the box, it's in God's hands. This my soul knows very well.
I am blogging about my personal views i hope this won't offend anyone.
Thank you and God bless your day.
