I wanna be refined.
I wanna be holy and be a living example of God's holiness.
I know im undeserving of this all. I know part of me still tried to kick myself out of what i am enjoying now but instead go back to what i am doing before.
I am tired. I am tired of fighting and fighting and losing it all.
I am afraid. Afraid that once again i'll fail the battle.
I am hurt. Hurt because my sin made me unholy and made me unworthy.
This song made me cry today. I realized what i really wanted to me in this life. I wanna be holy as my Father in heaven is Holy.
I don't wanna compromise anymore and go back to that life that i have been long left.
I wanna move forward and enjoy the bitter-sweet journey but sure destination which is my Father's kingdom.
Please pray for me.
God bless you all!!!
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